Sunday, November 2, 2008

Physically Drained

Here I am.. 35 weeks pregnant and I'm still working my ass off. My body physically can't handle it anymore and there's not much I can do about it. I have to keep working until this baby comes out because who else is going to support this baby? I can't help but think, how the hell does he not feel bad knowing he's the reason I'm still working when I'm 8 1/2 months pregnant.. I wouldn't be working if I knew I would have help from him, but I don't. I'm miserable and my body literally can't handle it anymore, being on my feet constantly and dealing with stress from work. I wish he would realize all this and be like you really need to leave work.. but he doesn't care! And no, I'm not exaggerating.. he seriously doesn't care.. it amazes me. I don't like to complain about having to work usually, but I'm 8 1/2 months pregnant and HUGE! I'm so uncomfortable 99% of the day and nothing fits me anymore.. it's just horrible. I can barely even drive anymore, not just because I don't fit behind the wheel very well, but because it hurts to sit straight up because the baby is under my ribs. I'm just straight up in a miserable mood tonight..

2 comments:

Lindsay said...

Come to my place and make brownies with me, they help everything!

saveyoursoul said...

hey love muffin <3

I can't even begin to imagine how it must feel but while I cannot help much financially I am always here emotionally. Let me know if you ever need a good chat or hug because I have been told I give some of the best :)